A new song “Empty”

November 29th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn’t think I’d miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we’re trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we’re torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We’re empty

And I’ve even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we’re trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we’re torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We’re empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we’re trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we’re torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We’re empty

We’re empty
We’re empty

Artist by The Click Five

This song is all about EMPTY.. Lol, nice and soft rock

A Christmas wish??!

November 20th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Err hello there, I often update the blog cause I only in 3 or 4 weeks I updated this blog. So here I am, feel so boring today. Lol

Ok, Christmas is almost coming soon in 25th December 2007 and it is going end of 2007. Cham cham, time is running so fast. Aiks, and it could be my sadness Christmas Day in my life.

In coming Christmas, I have 2 wishes this coming season which is:

1. Sony Ericsson W910i
Well, as you know, my brother is want to buy a Sony Ericsson W810i for him. Then I’ve got tell him cannot buy that phone and my W850i someday will give to my brother as a present. And finally hope my dad will bought a new Sony Ericsson W910i walkman phone. Cause I prefer walkman phone and my number 1 fans of the walkman phone. And I hope my dad can buy it for me as a present.

2. While the other wishes is I hope me and her restart together for dating or caple one last time. And together hope can celebrate Christmas with her and her family. But I’ll already no chances to celebrate with her cause I hurting her in 3 times. In this 8 months, I’m still very regret and sad and lonely too. When she likes me, I am really swear didn’t manage hurting her and playing with her feelings during we dating or caple. This year in 2007, I am in worse life of the year. Actually I am not giving up on her in my heart although I spoke with my mouth and said "I give up". She doesn’t want to talk to me, so I must continue to wait and see the situation on that. I will change myself for everything and I apologise things that I’ve done on her. 7 years liao I so hard looking for her since childhood. Almost 1 year to know her, but still doesn’t want talk to me. Haih, sad. And this is my 2nd wishes. I am sorry to her and blame it on me. 8 months still sad and regret T_T

This song is I presented to someone. See and listen to this

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I’ve done things that haven’t occurred yet
and things that they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons
I’m sorry for the fact that I’m not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there

Because I’m in the streets like everyday
I’m sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I’m so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I’m sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief

I’m sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I¡¯ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She’s just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn’t anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

Artist by Akon
Song: Sorry, blame it on me

That all for now, I update is only 3 or 4 weeks to update. Lol and good night and GOD bless you. =) Change me from now on.

Farewell and good luck for Form 5 student

November 2nd, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Today, I woke up early in the morning and go to college to pass up the assignment. The lecturer didn’t come yet, cause I’ve thought he coming in the morning. No wonder he is part time lecturer and have class in the afternoon. Lol.. Geram pulak. Luckily the Filipino girl came and having a class in the morning, so I pass the assignment to her and give to lecturer. Lastly straight to go to school playing basketball and so on. Wahahhaha, lol ponteng for me. =.="

My leg is very painful and tired but I am still hang on and able to continue walk walk walk. At 1pm, I went to CF cause this is last day of CF membership and lastly wanted to say farewell and good luck for Form 5 students who taking the SPM. Haih, time running so fast. Tick tock tick tock tick tock….. Lol, back. Before they’re start their exam, 1st we want to wish their CF leader, Sally Ann whom her birthday is next Friday. We early to wish her la. No present but girls hug her and said farewell to her. Lol, guys tak ada cause we guys are talking. After the CF, we having a lunch in ABC mamak for one hour. While Chris talks about Evengalism Holy Spirit for us too.

Later, me and my CF friends are walking to Leisure Mall to see price of Bible in Salvation Shop. After see the price, then go for a walk around the place. Canggihnya. At Speedy shop, we see the new release CD. Suddenly, saw Abi’s friend whose name is Amanda Wong. She knows me before since outing game on Youth time. She said to me, " I know you. You’re Abi’s friend and also like her." I am really nothing to say but never mind. I am still change it in 2 years time indeed. Lol, perasan.

At last, the 62 bus is coming then I tell them to say goodbye to them and see them later. Feels so tired la!!? Lol.

Arghhhhh……

Finally, today is Beatrice Ch’ng birthday. Good luck to her in STPM and happy birthday to her. And wanna wish my FORM 5 gangs especially scout gangs to good luck in their SPM. Farewell for them.

That all for now. See ya and GOD BLESS YOU =)

Deadly super tired..

Song words of My December and Chasing Car

October 29th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Artist : Linkin Park
Song : My December

This is my December.
This is my time of the year.
This is my December.
This is all so clear.

This is my December.
This is my snow covered home.
This is my December.
This is me alone.

And I…
Just wish that I didn’t feel.
Like there was something I missed.
And I…
Take back all the things I said.
To make you feel like that.
And I…
Just wish that I didn’t feel.
Like there was something I missed.
And I…
Take back all the things that I said to you.

And I’d give it all away.
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away.
To have someone to come home to.

This is my December.
These are my snow covered trees.
This is me pretending.
This is all I need.

And I…
Just wish that I didn’t feel.
Like there was something I missed.
And I…
Take back all the things I said.
To make you feel like that.
And I…
Just wish that I didn’t feel.
Like there was something I missed.
And I…
Take back all the things that I said to you.

And I’d give it all away.
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to.

This is my December.
This is my time of the year.
This is my December.
This is all so clear.

And I’d give it all away…
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away….
To have someone to come home to.

And I’d give it all away…
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away….
To have someone to come home to.

This song is my favourite month in every year. My favourite month is December. Why?! Cause it my special day of the month like celebration Christmas and New Year Eve. That why I listen this song by Linkin Park

2nd song is Chasing Car by Snow Patrol

We’ll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don’t need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
To show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
To show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, They’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

About this song is one of my favourite song since 2006. When I listening this song, I feel like started miss 2006 of the year. Lol, now I still continue to listen.. This song is about the lead singer who lay down on the floor and sing sing. It is soft rock song..

Ok, got to go now.. See ya and I forgotten to say Happy Halloween.. Lol

A brand new Monday

October 28th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Today I’m in college, feel so bored and feeling unwell when I sitting on the chair and listen to lecturer sambil update the blog. Argh, damn boring.

After class, I am not sure whether I want to go to my ex school for visit my gangs. It been 2 months didn’t go back to school since I having a huge problem about myself. Well, go la!!? Long time didnt see them la and wishes them good luck in their SPM examination lol..

I have started to miss 2006 year already. In 2006, it is my happiest day in my life especially after SPM then straight go to Time Square play bowling. On 17 December 2006, one of a girl whose name Sarah, came to see me on that day. Me and her keep talk talk and laugh laugh until our voice lose already. I already promise on leader that I am chasing someone in church and continue waiting. But this year in 2007, this is my worse year I’ve been lived. Now I single and want to change everything in 2 years. After 2 years, I am sure will chase back on her in church again.

"Lord, I hope LORD bless and protect me to change everything if I had changed. I will not make LORD dissapointed again and her and everybody."

Ok la, I got to go now. Listen to the lecturer in college. Hehehehe, lol…

Btw, I could be change the new phone from my old phone. I have choose the new SONY ERICSSON W910i walkman phone. My SONY ERICSSON W850i always got a problem which it auto restart when I listen to the music. Another previous phone is SONY ERICSSON W550i, which my phone had been stolen in January.

Have a look of SONY ERICSSON W910i walkman phone
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Design big, not very slim and a huge screen. It doesn’t have flash light but have auto focus on camera. I hope next year in 3rd quarter will buy this phone. That could be my 3rd phone

While other walkman phone that I’ve used now and previous phone model. Look below of the picture
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My 1st walkman phone, also SONY ERICSSON W550i. Too bad, this phone had been stolen and it was suppose to celebrate the 1st anniversary of my phone in last August 2007. Very unlucky =( Arghh…

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My 2nd phone is SONY ERICSSON W850i. I bought it at the end of April. It is already half year that I using this phone. Unfortunately, this phone had always randomly auto restart the phone when listen the music. I have no idea what is a problem about this phone.. Anyway, continue to use as I can. This phone must protected cause this phone is my precious. Lol, I dont really know this phone want to give who lehh?! Rebecca, Mich Paulsen, Abi or could be someone else!!? Lol, see 1st la!!?

That all for now.. Take care and GOD BLESS =)

1st time riding friend’s car

October 28th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Wau, today I feel a bit excited and a bit scary when I was 1st time riding on Dexter’s car.. Fuh la mah, 1st time he drives himself to church, so geng.. Lol

Inside Dex’s car, he fetch Khai Sing, David, and lastly me to reach our house for a rest and play DOTA.. Hahahha… His driving skill very canggih, driving like drag and drift. Well, he maybe driving smoothly gehh!? Lol, anyway i am glad he 1st time drive to church.. Hahahha, luckily no fetch Rebecca cause his car was not enough fuel and also she is staying too far. She live in PANDAN INDAH ohh!? Is it very far?! Hmm, not quite very far la but there a huge problem is TRAFFIC JAM.. That why.. Hahhaha, kesiannya Rebecca..

In church, still continue bully 3 girls sambil listen the sermon who speakers gave us a testimonial.. He spoke and pray very fast man, like rushing the time.. Lol, we are so glad to listen this.. Hohohohoh

In cafe, talking unstoppable. Keep laughing, keep laughing like stupid.. But we are happy la…

Well, that all for me.. Enjoy the holiday this coming soon.. Tata and GOD BLESS YOU FOREVER.. =)

Tag Tag

October 22nd, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

One month did not update the blog, so lazy for me. Heheheheh, aiya just tag cause nothing to do. I’ve been tagged by Angeline. Ohh, so good for her. Lol…

Seven things to be done before my death.
- Try save soul
- Be a sucessful guy
- Be a good husband and daddy
- Buy a car less than RM 110k
- Wish can drive around Malaysia except Sabah and Sarawak and Kelantan
- Help the poor/unfortunates

Seven things I will NOT do even if it kills me
- Deny Jesus (just like Rebecca aka Ribena Jie)
- Take drugs
- Driving too fast like Mat Rempit
- Shoot people by a pistol
- Betray myself or family or dearest gf
- Walking to street at night (horrible)
- Nothing to do

Seven things I do when I’m away from the public
- Play with my handphone
- Unknown what to do in the house
- Making some noise
- Scratch my hair
- Wipe my spec
- Play PS2
- Do the nonsense crap things

Seven sentences/quotes
- Apa hal lu nak?!
- Lol
- Good day
- What for…
- Kacau lu..
- Ku dah cakap jgn cakap mati di depan kami di church during service
- Jom let’s go to… (heheheh, any places)

7 favourite songs from all the time
- What I’ve done by Linkin Park
- When You’re Gone by Avril Lavigne
- My December by Linkin Park
- Wei Yi by Wang Lee Hom
- Rain Down by Planet Shakers
- Jesus by Planet Shakers
- I’d Wait For Life by Take That

7 things I’ll make you wish you didn’t do if you did
- Hurt my gf
- Steal a precious things
- Make me emo
- Did not knowing a GOD as well
- Scold parents
- Cursed a person
- Kinapping family and friends

7 people to tag
- Susana
- Jin Ing
- Jeremy Liau (faster update la)
- Mich Paulsen
- Jerrica (my MOMMY)

- Jon Ong
- Jenny

Well, I think that all.. See ya and GOD bless ya =)

Kinda Boring

September 24th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Argh, today feel kinda very boring cause still waiting on exam this Thursday. After exam, stay at home and no place to go.. Lol, tomorrow is mooncake festival. So everybody wishing a Happy Mooncake Fesival. Good heart fella guy for me =)

I’ve been tagged by Reb. I very boring and nothing to do, but I’m here still reading their blog. Last week I blog is nonsence.. Hahha, one word is LOL…

35 things

Mana telefon bimbit kamu?! Di depan meja komputerku
Relationship?! I don’t have a gf
Hair?! Not very long and not very short
Work?! Sorry, my parents don’t let
Bro/Sis?! I have only one bro whom is younger than me in 9 years
Favourite thing?! Many more like TV, computer, phone, iPod etc.
Dream last night?! A good dream and a terrible dream
Favourite drink?! Mocha ice-blended
Dream car?! Honda Civic and Honda Jazz VTEC
Name of mobile phone I’m using?! Sony Ericsson and Motorola
Shoe I’m wearing?! Nike, cause my foot is too big size already
Fear?! Heart broken and failure
What do you want to be in 10 years?! A good heart and care husband
Who did you hang out with this weekend?! None but sometime eat lunch with Reb and Kenneth Lee
What are in not good at?! A lot…
Muffin?! Hmm, seldom eat
One of wish list item?! Buy a new Honda City VTEC to me for driving
Where you grew up?! Cheras
Last thing you did?! Mopping the floor after dinner
What are you wearing?! T-shirt and pants
What aren’t you wearing?! Lens
Pets?! A goldfish and 2 tortoises
Computer?! Sometime slow, sometime fast
Life?! Extraordinary
Mood?! Happy or sad or emo
Missing?! Soo
What are you thinking about right now?! I have 2, which is FUTURE and SLEEP
Car?! I have only one car is HONDA CITY i-DSI
Kitchen?! Clean
Summer?! None
Favourite colour?! Black, Red, Blue, Silver
Last time you laughed?! Forgotten already
Last time you cried?! In church but I’m not cry. Just sad only
School?! Friends
Love?! My parents, GOD =)

Wanna tag is: Reb, Jin Ing, Angeline and Jerrica (free time update la, mummy)

Total of 7 albums Planet Shakers (part )

September 20th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Yay, today I have total of 7 albums of Planet Shakers. I bought this album is from year 2005 at everywhere (In year 2005, buy a Evermore album from 2005 and All That I Want album from 2004) to present wh I’m gonna wait for another Planet Shakers new album. I want to collect all the Planet Shakers album.

Here I am to show you the 7 albums title:

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1st album Evermore from year 2005. I buy this album after the Planet Shakers conference in last 2 years at Sunway Convention Centre. This album get from LIVE recorded to make us feel annoiting and good worship songs. I prefer the song is Follow, Always And Forever, Jump Around, Great And Mighty, Evermore, Don’t Pass Me By etc.

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2nd album is All That I Want from 2004. Some of the songs are same with Rain Down but Rain Down album is from studio recording while All That I Want is the LIVE conference. I buy this album same as Evermore in last two years. I prefer the song is (same with Rain Down album) Running After You, All Of My Days, Everything Changed, Rain Down etc.

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3rd album is Arise from 2006. Bought on last year, a good worship and praise songs.. Lol, most I listened is Majesty, Redeemer and so many more

Continue again…

New generation of iPods

September 6th, 2007 by kelv-yewwai

Wahh, the Apple Inc has announced the new generation of iPod. There are iPod Classic, iPod Nano, and iPod Touch.. Cool!!!!?

Here are some picture and details to show you..

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This is 6th generation of iPod Classic. Launched on 5th September this year, two different models: 80GB (hold up to 20,000 songs) and 160GB (hold up to 40,000 songs). Unlike the previous generation, it has an anodized aluminum front plate of a polycarbonate front plate.

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3rd generation iPod Nano. A shorter, wider, heavier design, with a new color. It has new features include video playback, browsing via Cover Flow. Available in 4GB version model and 8GB version model. This iPod Nano is also launched on 5th September, together with iPod Classic and iPod Touch.

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This is the new and 1st generation of iPod Touch. It uses 8GB or 16GB in flash memory. It also has Wi-Fi and uses Safari, Apple’s web browser. Unlike the iPhone, this model is made of traditional shiny metal back. It can use to touch screen interface similar to that of the iPhone. The release date of this iPod Touch will be available on 28th September.

For myself is I only have a 1st generation 2GB iPod Nano, which doesn’t have video playback. Now already 2 years old for my iPod Nano, still stable and no spoil. I very take good care of my iPod Nano. Soon but I am not sure when will buy an iPod Touch 8GB for myself and my 2 years old iPod Nano, I will give to my brother. Just wait and see the price in Malaysia when they’ll launched.

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This is my 2 years old 1st generation of iPod Nano.