Err hello there, I often update the blog cause I only in 3 or 4 weeks I updated this blog. So here I am, feel so boring today. Lol
Ok, Christmas is almost coming soon in 25th December 2007 and it is going end of 2007. Cham cham, time is running so fast. Aiks, and it could be my sadness Christmas Day in my life.
In coming Christmas, I have 2 wishes this coming season which is:
1. Sony Ericsson W910i
Well, as you know, my brother is want to buy a Sony Ericsson W810i for him. Then I’ve got tell him cannot buy that phone and my W850i someday will give to my brother as a present. And finally hope my dad will bought a new Sony Ericsson W910i walkman phone. Cause I prefer walkman phone and my number 1 fans of the walkman phone. And I hope my dad can buy it for me as a present.
2. While the other wishes is I hope me and her restart together for dating or caple one last time. And together hope can celebrate Christmas with her and her family. But I’ll already no chances to celebrate with her cause I hurting her in 3 times. In this 8 months, I’m still very regret and sad and lonely too. When she likes me, I am really swear didn’t manage hurting her and playing with her feelings during we dating or caple. This year in 2007, I am in worse life of the year. Actually I am not giving up on her in my heart although I spoke with my mouth and said "I give up". She doesn’t want to talk to me, so I must continue to wait and see the situation on that. I will change myself for everything and I apologise things that I’ve done on her. 7 years liao I so hard looking for her since childhood. Almost 1 year to know her, but still doesn’t want talk to me. Haih, sad. And this is my 2nd wishes. I am sorry to her and blame it on me. 8 months still sad and regret T_T
This song is I presented to someone. See and listen to this
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I’ve done things that haven’t occurred yet
and things that they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons
I’m sorry for the fact that I’m not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I’m in the streets like everyday
I’m sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I’m so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I’m sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I’m sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the feds came and took me away
I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I¡¯ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She’s just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
Artist by Akon
Song: Sorry, blame it on me
That all for now, I update is only 3 or 4 weeks to update. Lol and good night and GOD bless you. =) Change me from now on.
